Monday, December 13, 2010

Ohmygosh . Imhavingmixedfeelingsrunninginsideme .

Heyyo . My parents broke a promise . AGAIN . wlao eh . Say that I can play comp till 2am . Stupid lar ! D': . srsly ,
I feel left out in my own family . Everyone cares about their own things . Dad is always busy with his bike . Mum is always playing with my cat . My younger sister only plays with my neighbor . Im getting scolded for everything I do . Like today , I was playing the comp + help with housework . When I never help , alot of shit will be running inside my ear and out the other . Fuck la . I really hate my life . Habbo is the only place where I can unbottle up all of my feelings I feel that my friends from habbo understand me . Fuckfuckfuck . I really HATE MY FUCKKING LIFE LA OKAY ?! T.T Sometimes I wonder who cares about me . :'( . So anyway , I'm attached to supa-strikas . Then , I met my ex , HatredEndlessly . After talking and adding him on fb , I remembered all my fun memories I used to have with Him . I miss him . In fact , I STILL LOVE HIM . I LOVE Him more than the one I'm currently stead-ing with now . I feel like I want to break with my current stead and patch with me ex : HatredEndlessly . ;'( . I have mixed feelings . What shud I do ?! I really don't know what to do . sometimes I feel like I wanna go somewhere peaceful & quiet . WHERE I CAN SHOUT OUT EVERYTHING WITH NOBODY AROUND COZ NOBODY FUCKING CARES ABOUT ME . :( . kk it's 12.29 am now . I wanna sleep.

GoodNight <3

No comments:

Post a Comment